Being Authentic & Syncing Yourself - Week #52 of The Awakening Journey

This is the final week of our 52-Week Awakening Journey and I'm aware that what I'm supposed to do is ignite your curiosity for what's next. That's what a smart, strategic person would do. And while what’s coming next is going to be incredible, I need to be in integrity with what’s going on right now. I really need to talk about, teach, and experiment with the present.

What’s Happening NOW?

Last week my beloved dog Grizzly Girl passed, and this week I had another loss of life, this time of a human family member that was very close to me. Never has the present been more prevalent than this grieving, this loss of life. I guess I'm not supposed to talk when I'm facedown in the arena. That's not the popular way to be, but it was and is rising strong, and I need to be authentic with myself. 

What I’m noticing in this grieving process is that I wanted to jump right into the particles of organizing flights and rearranging schedules and all the things. I was stepping over something very important, and my daughter called me out on it. She said, mom, what you said to me when Grizzly Girl passed last week is what I'm going to say to you this week:

It's okay, and you need to give yourself space.

Everything is a Cycle

What I really want to emphasize here is to bring this all together. Not only our journey here but life in general. 

Everything in life moves in cycles. The seasons are in cycles, the moon is a cycle, and the economy is a cycle. Birth, life, and death are a cycle. And when we are not present with that cycle, we are out of sync.

We are moving ahead, rushing forward, and missing something. We are missing opportunities. 

Syncing Yourself Back Into The Cycle

So, here's the hard truth: Everything is grief. That promotion that you didn't get, that client that you didn't get, that's a grieving process. Everything is grieving, right? That house that you moved out of or that relationship that you left. There's a cycle that ends, there's an arc that closes.

And what is important is that we create space for those emotions. And again, when we do, we get clear that we have things that need to be let go of. We have darkness that needs to be let out. We have fear, anxiety, trauma, and past grief that just wants to be let go of. 

What happens is when we give ourselves permission and space to be with whatever is going on right now and not jump ahead to the doing, all those particles are going to get taken care of.

But what do I need right now? That's a question I want you to start asking yourself.

It can be as simple as just stepping back and asking yourself, what does your five-dimensional self feel like? When you ask this question - what happens? The darkness, the drama, all the stuff just dissipates and you become the light. 

And you can just enjoy the process. And for me, this week, that's a loss of human life and enjoying this grieving process. Do I still feel sad? Yes, absolutely. When I say “enjoy”, what I really mean is to be with it, to watch it. 

Be the light. Be the light that transcends the 3D reality. Be the watcher of all of it.

Just be the sun. And when the sun shines, nothing penetrates the sun. Nothing.

What’s Next?

And so this is also a little snapshot of what's next. The five-dimensional reality, what that is, what that means to you, what you are going to create when you're in five-dimensional reality, the insane, magical moments that are going to unfold for you. It's so powerful. That's what's coming next. But for now, be with whatever is going on right now.

My Challenge For You

Make it a regular habit to ask yourself two very simple questions:

1. What do I want right now?

And/or

2. What do I need right now?

Stop and listen.

3. Decide. (To do nothing about that. OR to take some action.)